Friday, August 25, 2006
Revision, revision and revision!
Well, its me again, but will try to make this a short one, as i got to mug.
Today, was a weird day, mr kwok said its gonna be some sort of surprised at 1040, so went down to the courtyard and all of the sec 4 has some sort of photo taking, haha, thought wat was gonna to happen.
Haiz so after schl, went to study with my friends at seragoon, now i really have to mug even harder as for the previous exams, i made zero effort to study so i better start.
So i gtg now, to mug!
Thursday, August 17, 2006
New cbox tagboard.
Well, as u can see, i have a new tagboard at my blog, its deffinetly better than the old one, lol.
Sry for my bad mood in the past few days as i believed have affected lots of people, now im really better now so theres nothing more to say.
Ya, thats it, thats all for today, wat r u expecting, more vulgarities from me?? sheesh........
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Cooled down now.......
Well, as wat the tittle says, im much less angry now, why in the hell shall i think of those people who do not want to associate with me, haiz.
So today, was another boring day, just feel real bored so dont feel like writing about it.
Have to thk people who come to my blog and tried to cool me down, especially george one, haha, tell me go beach throw stones. Really, i apprciate these friends of mine, at least i know who really are my friends.
But this does not mean its over, im still trying to find out who are my true friends, who really will help u when needed. Anyway, about the geography txt bk thing, found out which idoit took it, but dont feel like saying the guys name.
P.S. I never use any strong language in this new post, lol.........
Monday, August 14, 2006
100% pissed off, really, pissed off.
Ok.... its been a very long time since i have blog, like 10 days lol. So many things have happen between these period of 10 days, and i shall write out it, even feelings, or what so ever.
On august 11th, friday, the day when i got back my O level chinese result, its just sianz man, i only got like, a freaking B4, wth, i was expecting B3 or higher, and when i saw the result, my temper was really burning hot. Really difficult to control my temper, so went around cursing my results, and i was really envious with people who got distinctions.
Actually, i really deserved this type of shitty results, as firstly, i never even studied anything for chinese, and my grandmother knew that my standard of chinese is atricious, which i cant be bothered with her at first, but when i told her about the result, she said she knew i cant get A1, as she always have problems understanding my chinese, lol. Anyways, now have to really mug hard, haiz.
Yup, thats the only interesting thing that happen between the 10day periods, lol. Oh ya, and soccer on tuesday 8th august, after being rejected to play basketball with people from 4E, went to kick some soccer with my friends, it was fun, but as usual, suffered all sorts of injuries, especially on the face, ouch.
Just came back from the doctor, lol, got eye infection on my left eye, which made my eyes red, looks kinds bloody but the doctor say its nothing serious, so expect to see me back at school tml.
Okay, the feelings part. Seriously, i think theres a lot, i mean, A LOT of problems with the people around me. Its like most of them are trying to avoid me or something, i try to talk to them but most of them give me the f***ing attitude, b***h.
Now, when i always try to find someone to chat with, they avoid me, wtf, although some of them will talk back, but the rest, wtf man, WTF. I try to get things back from friends, wait for a testimonal that was promised for me on friendster, go out together with REAL buddies, other than people who backstabs, talk crap at me, man, all these are so F***ing hard to accomplish. F*** big time man.
I wonder, does these people only want to know me as someone from maris stella high, or a good old freind to know by, is it so F***ing hard to even have a chat with me, is my face so F*** up that no F****ers wants to talk with me. Pls, just talk with me if possible. I AM F***ing LONELY!!! Damn.
Yup, thats all the freaking time i have, and if u feel guilty or watever shit, then talk to me, i am just a lonely F****er, i am human too, i need so accompany from friends, people i know, damnit. And no, i am not going to do something nutty because of this.
P.S. Find a time to have a chat with me, ESPECIALLY the people i know. Im bored...... need someone who is considered a gd friend of mine to talk with me, haiz, just bored.....
Friday, August 04, 2006
Slack day.....
Well, well, well, its me blogging again, lol. Today was really a slack day, imagine yourself having the thought of 6 free periods, damn.
The first two periods were ruined by miss yeo, where she again declared war against our class and didnt want to teach us because of some small case. So everyone does not even give a damn and did wat they want to do. Listen to mp3, play games and such.
The next two periods were physics, which in my mind, is always a free period as i always could not concentrate on the lessons, damn again. So when mr varella is teaching, i was half asleep, sheesh(that explains my horrible phyics result, recent test- 16/40, owned).
Then when chinese lesson came, mr han let us watch some shows about the three kingdom. I have to say, the shows are really very cartoon, lol.
After these periods and eng lit.(obviously not a free period), went to chem lab to do my test, is okay la, only im not so sure if solid Y is calcium. After that played a few rounds of baketball and i went to home.
These few days, i was really quite down as i got a quite low mark for english prelim oral, which is 28/40. I thought it will be 30, but too bad, its life, so im gonna practise on my enlgish oral skills. This few days, have not be mugging, haiz, so have to start now.....
Jlau signing off......